I Don't Know What's Wrong With Me

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I always feel fat all of the time.

I always gorge myself with food;

and then when I feel fat I try to

make my self throw up. It doesn't work.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I wan't to loose weight, but I don't.

I try to eat healthier but that

doesn't always happen.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Each time I think about food I get really happy.

I try to stop my self from eating.

And I do. Once I feel like I've had a

Thanksgiving feast.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Mom says that she doesn't notice my weight has changed at all,

but I know she's wrong.

She's said that I need to watch the things that I eat because she's

noticed a difference with me.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I want to change.