A few day's ago my mom asked me why I love my boyfriend Steven. It took me a little bit, but today I finally came up with the reasons:
- He makes me laugh without even having to try.
- Whenever he calls or texts me I can't help but smile.
- He trusts me with his secrets, therefore, making me trust him with mine.
- I've seen his vulnerable side.
- I don't think about trying to get another guy's attention.
- I miss him when he's not around.
- He make's me feel beautiful even when I feel self conscious.
- When I'm with him It's like I'm the most important person around.
- He's not afraid to kiss me in public.
- We don't have to talk all of the time. We can be sitting in the car together, completely silent, and it's not uncomfortable.
- I don't feel the need to send him a text constantly like I have with other guys.
- I can be my complete self when I'm around him.
- He loves that I love food.
- We can tease each other knowing that there wont be any offense.
- His kisses cause butterfly's to erupt in my stomach.
- He tells me I'm adorable when I do something stupid.
- He loves music and theater, performing, and I love to watch it.
- He tells me he loves me at random times.
- He's not afraid to be himself.
- He isn't jealous. Instead he tells me that he know's he's lucky, because I guess that sometimes guy's check me out.
Those are just 20, but I'm sure that if I really thought about it that I could come up with some more reason's.
It's amazing once you realize that you are in love with someone. With my first boyfriend he told me that he loved me, and I told him that I loved him. But the thing is, when you really love somebody, you don't check other guy's out when you're alone at the grocery store. Sure you maybe window shop a little, but that's it. To be honest, I did miss him (my ex) a little bit when we weren't around each other, but it's not like how it is with me and Steve. When I'm not with Steve I think about him constantly until the moment I see him again. I have dreams with him in it every night.
I had a dream a few nights ago where I overheard Steven saying to one of our friends that he was going to propose to me on Christmas. We've only been going out for a month, but it has moved very quickly. In my dream I was going to say yes. Wow, I know what you're thinking, Is this chick for real? But it's like what they say. When you know you just know.
I may only be 18 and he's 22, but this relationship just feels right.
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